In A Darkened Room

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-31T11:43:00

2004-03-31T17:45:39Z

Holy shit, I haven't written in here forever.

Lots of stuffs has been going on, all of it good.

My life has finally taken a turn for the better!!!

Much love and kisses and lots of wishes!

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-21T13:52:00

2004-03-21T19:53:39Z

Woke up feeling rather saddened to-day. Not sure what it was, whether the room felt a mite cold or the bed felt too wide or that my dreams were feathered with memories I had so long ago repressed and forgotten.

I opened my eyes and felt repulsed by the light that filtered through my drawn shades as if the sun's very existence was a smote upon my being. Even the cheerful morning bird's songs seemed colored by mourning as if she, too, felt the misery in my heart.

Upon raising the sash on my window and looking outside, I seen not the lush green lawn that had freckled my dream but a harsh whiteness that seemed to go on for-ever, dotted with molting brown flecks of dead earth. The trees were not with perky green buds of spring but dried leaves and stale branches swaying in the cold wind.

Ripples of cutting ice shot through my skin and I shivered in spite of the warm heat that radiated throughout my room. I raced back to my warm bed and shrouded myself in the comforts of my coverlets and felt sleep's delicate touch embrace my skin as I drifted off into silent slumber once again.

I Am John Lennon

2004-03-21T00:20:54Z

You are John Lennon

You are an outgoing, laid back, bad ass. You have
the most style of anyone in the Beatles, the
man whom killed you should burn in hell... that
is all.

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fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-19T16:31:00

2004-03-19T22:32:28Z

I'd like to welcome Kyba to our little family!
Isn't he freaking cute!

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-19T15:42:00

2004-03-19T21:43:17Z

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit's official!

Triple B's Tonight?

2004-03-18T16:35:49Z

Now, my normal Thursday gig is going to Triple B's for karaoke but now that Stephers might not be going I don't know if I wanna go.
I can hang out with my brother and Carly and Ty's gonna be there but...
*shrugs*
I don't know if I wanna go. I think I'm gonna sit at home and watch movies...

Happy St Patrick's Day

2004-03-18T00:57:31Z

Battle of the Bands fucking rocked last night.

Giv'r won, of course! Yay for Tyler!

Didn't go to bed till 6:30am and got up at 8:30am. So fucking tired, I cannot wait for bed!
Supposed to see Tyler again tonight...I hope so! *grins*

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-16T16:26:00

2004-03-16T22:29:17Z

Hurray For Boobies!

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-15T14:49:00

2004-03-15T20:51:30Z

Tomorrow night isn't coming soon enough!

grins

2004-03-15T06:16:50Z

For some reason, I am increadibly happy today in spite of my being increadibly sick!
w00t!

So True

2004-03-15T04:31:24Z

you are darkredviolet
#600B40

Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.

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fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-14T16:07:00

2004-03-14T22:08:31Z

It's not a tuma!

Tyler

2004-03-14T22:06:47Z

The Trews

2004-03-14T17:32:05Z

Went to see the Trews concert last night with Tyler. Opening band sucked...They were called Dreadknots or something equally gay. Drummer gave me free tickets to their next show. I think he likes me...*sniggers*

The second band, One Night Stand, was pretty cool. They were a cover band that had a couple originals. They did the covers a-la-punk, and I swear the lead singer's gay or at least closet...

The Trews came on and put on a great fucking show! Ty sang along to almost every song, and we talked to the band after since he knows them. The guitarist was freaking phenomenal. That guitar just SANG in his hands.

Going to see Tyler play with his band, Giv'r, at the Zoo on Tuesday for Battle of the Bands. LMAO...he said I could be their band whore. *laughs*

So excited for Tuesday!!! Can't wait to hear him play. If his band live is anything like I have heard at karaoke it'll be great!

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-13T14:05:00

2004-03-13T20:08:14Z

Thursday night at Triple B's was pretty great. Got somewhat loaded without spending a penny.
Spent a massive amount of time with Ty before, during and after karaoke.
Was great fun.
Got a stupid head cold. I hate being sick.
Supposed to hang with Ty tonight. Going to see his band play on Tuesday. Can't wait! Should be fun.
Onwards to make snacks for Joey and I and to finish reading my book I have been putting off!

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-11T13:21:00

2004-03-11T19:22:32Z

Why is it that people insist on calling my house phone and leaving messages saying they're gonna call me on my cell phone?

What exactly is the point in that?

BTW

2004-03-09T06:09:34Z

Happy 5 months to Josh and me yesterday (the 8th)...

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-08T23:03:00

2004-03-09T05:05:02Z

Fuck am I ever grouchy today and I don't know why.
Looked at some convos on MSN that I had saved between Josh and I from when we first started seeing eachother. We used to be so cute. So much has changed between he and I and it's only been 5 months. Craziness.
I miss him so.
17 days.

Meu

2004-03-04T05:35:47Z

Why does love have to hurt?
Why does love have to leave emotional scars?
Why does love have to torment and judge and hate and bring pain?
Why does love have to be so far away from me?
I hurt.
I wish he was here.
He's so far away.
I want to go back home.

fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-03-03T02:08:00

2004-03-03T08:09:24Z

Um, yeah, I take that back...

My Babyface...snuggles

2004-03-03T01:13:59Z

I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH! He's so freaking adorable, I could just squish him!
I love you bear! Y

Good Joke

2004-03-01T21:56:20Z

Mary had a little skirt,
With a slit up the side,
And whenever Mary walked,
The boys could see her thigh.
Mary had another skirt,
With a slit up the front,

But Mary didn't wear that one often....

Stolen From Ryan

2004-02-29T23:19:12Z

Are you a God? by Demonac
Name:
God/Goddess type:	God of Evil
Worshippers:	Blastoise and Mew Two
They show devotion by:	Converting followers of other faiths.

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fleshtonegrrl @ 2004-02-29T00:34:00

2004-02-29T06:38:04Z

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiii have the greatest boyfriend EVER!
Just thought I'd share that with everyone!
*giggles like a school girl*
I love him so much, my snuggly bear!
*big kisses to Josh*
YYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYY
YY

Yummy

2004-02-26T07:29:55Z

Yay for Dave Navarro!!!!!!

*drools*